But having to place myself into a different reality, engage in those decisions, and "live" with the result led to an understanding of the point much deeper than any I have achieved before.
Yet, for various reasons, I disappoint myself and engage in actions that are not only detrimental to my plans, but may even prevent my dreams from coming to pass.
我令自己失望,我的种种行为,不仅对我的计划有害,甚至还阻止我实现梦想。
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I really do not know how toengage in some of my own, and obviously he has chosen to make this optional why to torture myself?