Without my beloved beaches and endless blue-sky days, I felt at a loss and out of place.
没有了我心爱的海滩和无尽的蓝天，我感到迷茫，与这里格格不入。
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At the time, about five years ago, I didn't even know I was on a journey. I just knew that something was missing and I felt like I was living a life of endless tasks.