I studied so uninterruptedly, so obsessively, that the feelings and thoughts that had been deadened by the trial remained deadened.
我这样不间断、这样着魔似的用工,情感和思想因那次审判变得麻木不仁的状态仍然挥之不去。
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It's much brxdyer to ask questions even when there's a prospect of ridicule than to suppress your questions and become deadened to the world around you.