?退缩
... 退缩 = blenching 退缩 = wincingly 退缩的 = blenched ...
During those 23 years, I touched that book (wincingly) only to move it from one bookcase in one law firm to another.
FORBES: Why Women Avoid Negotiation Training
wincingly:
wincing +? -ly
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