?自我中心

I sat on the bed for a minute staring at the direction of the door Hayden walked out of trying to compose myself. It was like we were back at square one, I felt numb as I thought about it. I took a deep breath and stood up to pack my bag. I cursed myself for being stupid enough to let my feelings towards Hayden develop to this extent. This is nothing but infatuation and physical attraction I told myself over and over as I packed my things. I should hate him, that arrogant, self-centred, heartless jerk!