To stake all one'slife on a single moment, to risk everything on one throw, whether the stake be power or pleasure, I care not - there is no weakness in that.
在千钧一发的时刻，孤注一掷，或拿权力或拿快乐作为赌注，我不在乎–这怎么能算是软弱。
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Then I made a trade that cannot make all one'slife with respect to risk danger in desperation…