I stopped spending my weekends shopping for "things" to fill me up, buzzed on vodka at clubs, or gossiping with my girlfriends.
过去的周末，我去商场“血拼”填补空虚，去俱乐部喝伏特加，和女友们漫无边际地聊天。
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And there he was. The playground buzzed all around him, kids everywhere, and he stood, his chin tucked close, his body held small, his face intent but not sad, blowing me kisses.