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" he felt guilt for things that he had done. not any particular one. but all. he simply like to blame. everytime he felt guilt. to let it become a mark. he tattoo himself that's why he tattoo so much on his body. he ultimately want that apple...... the apple is not sinful but he add the apple with sins.... thats why he never can get it. the purest fruit in his life. yet he hungers all along. till the apple turns into orange..... he fall into the loop again.