I guess my point is... if something keeps coming back to you, even if you think you're doing what you "should do," pay attention to your obsessions.

I'm really pleased that I've got a second chance in life... but if you haven't got no money after all this, which is my fault -- I spent it all -- they should pay something back.

The commercial paper market is basically like a credit card for giant companies in every major industry; it's something they use every day to borrow money that they plan to pay back very soon.