Step Six: look in full- length bathroom mirror and behold angular, wild-eyed 6’1“ ten-year-old Egon Schiele look- alike in clean shirt and funeral director suit.
Where but to think is to be full of sorrow, And leaden-eyed despairs.
稍一思索，内心就充满忧伤，灰黑的眼睛里满是绝望。
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Like most freshmen, I arrived full of wide-eyed wonder and awkward self-consciousness, uncertain and somewhat unready for what the next four years would bring me.