What I dreaded was I, being at my grimiest, should see Estella looking in.
我所担心的是当我正干着最肮脏的活儿时，突然看到埃斯苔娜向里面张望。
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What I dreaded was, that in some unlucky hour I, being at my grimiest and commonest, should lift up my eyes and see Estella looking in at one of the wooden windows of the forge.